There is an explosion and I find myself in another dimension.  I am in the underworld; there is nothing below me.  It is pitch dark yet there is a strange otherworldly light in which things are seen.  I am accompanied by an amorphous compassionate feminine presence.  I am aware that I can see my own face but it is not my face.  A profound change has taken place.  I have lived thousands of years and have no sex.  My face is a mass of wrinkles and there is a gaping hole where the mouth once was.  In my gums I see a few splintered teeth.  Mine is the face of eternity. 

An explosion is an important event.  This ‘explosion’ is the most important event in my life; the discovery of who I really am.  When you know who you are you ‘live in another dimension’ meaning you see things differently from the way the world sees.  When you know who you are you are the light that illumines both physical and spiritual darkness.  When you know who you are you are an ‘amorphous compassionate feminine presence,’ meaning love.  When you know who you are you can see your face without a mirror.  This means that you do not need anything outside yourself to tell you who you are.  It is self evident.  Yet this face you see is not your face.  What is your ‘face.’  It is the seer, the knower of everything.  When you know who you are you have no age or sex.  You live without breathing.  You are eternal Awareness.  I am the Self and the Self alone.