Dear Ramji,
Thank you for your last satsang. I love the passage about the karmic traces,
your statement that karmic traces do not have to go away because I can ‘go
away’ from the karmic traces.
Ramji: I give you an
A++ in the Sri Ramji School of Enlightenment.
This is to me the whole point of the argument about purifying the
vasanas.
Ulrike: I like this
notion; I see a path with deep ruts that make it hard to walk or drive and also
to leave the path but I just step out of the ruts and on the open field next to
the path. You say this is accomplished
by a clear understanding of difference between the Self as actionless awareness
and the Self as karma, action. Can you
explain this?
Ramji: I love your
‘deep tracks open field’ image. It is
beautiful. I will try to explain the
difference between the Self as action and the Self as actionless awareness.
When you know that you are the actionless Self you are free
of the need to act. But being free of
the need to act is different from saying that you cannot act. A person who is compelled to act because of
the pressure of desire is not free. He
or she will just keep helplessly going down the same ruts in the path all the
while longing for freedom.
But when you see that you are the Self you can continue
going down the same ruts and feel free at the same time because you know that
you can step out of the ruts at any time and walk in the open field. Any course of action is equal to any other
course of action because you know that happiness does not in any way depend on
the activities you do. You know that
freedom…happiness…is the very nature of the Self.
From the highest standpoint, however, there are not two
selves, one actionless and one active.
There is only one Self which is neither active nor inactive but which
can seem to be active or inactive, depending on the point of view from which it
is considered. If the Self is seen as
non-dual there will be no action in it because action implies duality. But if we assume the point of view of an individual
caught in duality, the Self will seem to be a doer, just like the moon will
seem to race across the sky on a partially cloudy windy night.
The Gita has the last word on the subject when it says, ‘The
one who sees action in inaction and inaction in action is indeed wise.” This means that you can’t claim to be enlightened
by simply giving up activities. Doing
nothing is also an action. At the same
time a jnani knows that when action is taking place things seem to be happening
but actually nothing is happening. There
is an old saying that neatly expresses this truth: the more things change the more they stay the
same. This is so because in a non-dual
reality, action is an apparent reality caused by viewing reality through an
apparently changing mind. When your
vision is non-dual you can not find action anywhere. This vision is called ajatawada,
non-creatonism, in Vedanta.
Ulrike: And in the
next paragraph you say: “In a non-dual reality there is only the actionless
self, so the notion that you can be affected by karmic traces is itself
illegitimate.” So what about the Self in
action then?
Ramji: Well, the Self
is not affected by karma whether it acts or does not act.
Or perhaps you might consider this: when you know you are
the Self there is no question of action at all.
You understand that what seems to be action is just an illusion produced
by a confluence of factors, like a mirage.
The teachings need to include the idea of the Self in action because
they are aimed at people who do not know who they are, not at people who
do. The Self as action explains to those
who do not see that there is no creation, no action nor any actors here, the
relationship between the actionless Self and the Self as the ever changing
world because it seems contradictory that the Self which doesn’t change can
somehow cause change. People who are fed
up with activities seek the Self because they are looking for relief from the
doer and karma. They need to know that
things are being accomplished all the time without the help of individual
doers. Then they can leave the world to
itself and relax. When you relax your
mind naturally turns inward.
Ulrike: Ramji is only
joking when he says he misses Ulrike desperately but Ulrikei is missing Ramji
desperately. But instead of her
suffering she enjoyed Ramji´s satsang as usual and is, as greedy as ever,
hoping for more.
Love,
Ulrike