Carl: The question I have pivots on
what is meant by experiencing. Your use of the word seems to entail sensation
and I was wondering if you have a broader concept that includes thoughts and
decisions...i.e. Self knowledge is a decision or conclusion that I am whole,
complete, and limitless... that this conclusion is in fact an experience!! I wonder what you thought of this.
Ram:
I think it is correct. True,
sensation and emotion is experience but the most essential experiences take
place in the heart/mind. The personality
is driven by what is written ‘in the heart,’ not by what happens outside in the
sensate world. So the gaining of Self
knowledge, while it only lasts a moment experientially, has tremendous
implications experiencewise…if the value of the
knowledge is appreciated and it becomes ‘firm’…that is not subject to
change. But even if it is subject to
change i.e. one slips back into samsaric thinking, it
can be regained with relatively little effort.
This is why inquiry and a simple dharmic lifestyle is
recommended after enlightenment…to firm up the knowledge. When this understanding is no longer subject
to change there is a huge change experiencewise. The whole weight of habitual patterns is
lifted and endless possibilities appear…along with unbridled confidence.