Ram,
I did not appreciate your last
e-mail at all. I have some emotional
problems and I do not want any intellectual teachings. I’ve had enough of them. Please don’t write me again.
Ram:
OK, Martin, that’s fine with me.
But let me give you one last intellectual teaching before I sign off, if you please.
Ram:
I was thinking about your statement that you're not in the mood for
intellectual understanding. But isn’t
your conviction that you are spiritually weak an intellectual belief? Doesn’t your emotional malaise depend on the
view that you are not whole and complete?
I think that all problems are 'intellectual' because all emotions are
preceded by thoughts and can only be resolved by tracing the feeling back to
its source in the intellect. Even modern
psychology is starting to come around to this view.
When you boil down the teachings of
Vedanta to their essence they all come out as "You are whole and complete,
pure and perfect, right here, right now."
Any other self evaluation (which is necessarily ‘intellectual’) is
incorrect. By 'incorrect' I mean it is
only a belief or an opinion. Beliefs and
opinions happen in the intellect. When
you believe that you are weak and inadequate you feel lousy. When you believe that you are whole and
complete, you feel fine, because the belief happens to coincide with the
truth.
I find it strange that you are ready
to dismiss the teachings of Vedanta as 'intellectual' and yet not be equally
ready to dismiss your own personal self evaluations as 'intellectual.' Nonetheless I will shut up and leave you to
your emotional problems. Good luck with
them.
Love,
Ram