Pete: I tried very hard not to write another email, but failed miserably, Ramji.
Since I realized I am awareness and not little Pete, I crack up randomly. The world, the little me, and everything appearing in it feels like a cartoon, at times even more unreal than a cartoon. I kid you not… it brings hysterical tears of laughter to my eyes. Additionally, what I am as awareness is reflected in everything I see.
That which illuminates little Pete makes all other things dance too. This recognition brings a neutral and natural love to everything, from an annoying human being to a dog, cat, stone or sound, THAT love for my self.
Attention/awareness plays with itself. All these objects are just vehicles and devices for the Divine to play around with.
See you soon.