Student: Dearest Ramji, I hope you are fine and the retreat in Spain is going well. I am looking forward meeting you in Berlin.
I just want to share something with you. India was an amazing adventure for me. As you maybe know, in the beginning of this journey I felt doubts and unhappiness about India, the heat, the spirituality, etc. But mainly I, the ego, felt it made a wrong step. I missed my Ramji. So I wrote my worries to Sundari. She was a helping angel. She showed me my ignorance and pointed me at reality. I had forgotten who I am. Realizing this, a deep understanding of my true nature arose. I had never lost it, but seemingly I got lost.
After this recognition things went back to normal, like a toothache had disappeared. And something else took place: bliss. I came back to Europe and bliss went on and on. I realized I was never in India. It was just a dream. I don’t need do go to India. There is nothing to get or to find there. An old dream has disappeared, nothing to do or to gain, living easily, no desires, deep understanding of satya and mithya, of karma yoga. Understanding has absorbed the I-ego. It’s so peaceful.
Ramji: Yes, you are satya, and India is mithya. You are the ever-present, unborn I, and the I-ego is mithya. Bliss is satya. Sundari is an angel, and you are an angel who listened. I am happy for you!!! Pat yourself on the back for sticking to your sadhana.
