Kanai: Thank you, Sundari.
I am thinking of going into the hospital. I have been in a quiet location for two weeks and it has helped with the voices. The psychic attack attacked my pineal gland and hippocampus, creating the delusion and voices I hear today.
I already tried suicide, but was not successful.
I am not happy.
I hope he contacts me soon.
Again, thank you.
Sundari: Micah will reply to you today.
Just remind yourself that if you hear voices they cannot be you: they are known to you. Who is the knower? Don’t give your power to your thoughts, they are not real, meaning they are not always present and always changing. Only you, the knower of your thoughts, are always present and unchanging, unaffected by the apparent psychosis/suffering.
Why would you want to kill the body-mind when you are beyond it as the Self? You cannot kill something that is not real, just as you cannot kill something that is real, YOU, the Self. Nothing can ever kill you, because you are unborn and undying.
But it is a great gift to be here in human form no matter the apparent suffering because only as a human can we attain moksa, freedom from duality. Why would you give up this amazing God-given opportunity to be free forever from existential suffering?
What would will killing the body solve, as it will only be back with the same problems?
Stand up to your fears, as they are paper dragons and can only “harm” you if you believe they are real. They never are.
You are never alone. You are All One.
~ Much love, Sundari
