My dear friend and teacher Ramji,
I want to check in with you now and again to get some true directional correction. My compass is not trustworthy!
Is it that I am (BMI) the only obstacle to light? In a dream last night, I got a clear message (seemingly from Isa) that this BMI, person was the only real blockage. Dahhhhh.
Is it that simple?
Instead of using this BMI as a tool to uncover life, I have taken the tool to be me and that stunted all growth/understanding. Instead of just realizing it is a tool to be used, I’ve grabbed onto it as the “real deal” and stopped growth at the instrumental level. So in effect, I focused on the telescope and not the universe. Don’t pull out any remaining hair with my question, I know it is dumb, but there is an urge to ask you and maybe get more trustworthy clarity.
I love the Sunday satsangs because of your presence and teachings.
In gratitude and love
Ramji: Aha! The penny finally dropped!!! Good for you. Yes, sweetheart, the BMI isn’t you, it’s an apparently pale reflection. Go to the head of the class. No need to polish apples for the wonder that is me anymore. You are me and I am you. Your enlightenment certificate is in the mail. 
BMI means Body-Mind-Intellect, the “equipment” produced by Maya that permits object-free Consciousness to experience itself as objects.