Dear Ram,
Thank you so much for the great satsangs and all your generosity and being such a supportive amazing guide in my life. I truly am happy, content and care-free! I owe it all to you (and that means Me and Isvara too).
I know it may seem sometimes, I’m over-confident, cocky or egotistical, I hope not!
Ram: It doesn’t. Others may misunderstand because you are young but it is just the certainty of well-assimilated Self knowledge. Your incredible bhakti lights up my life.
But if it does, it’s only because I really am so happy and elated to know you and be in your presence and I am so confident in knowing who I am! I have such an amazing life, I’m only 32, and I continuously count my blessings and offer gratitude for this supreme existence, exceptional circumstances and bounty. I often wonder how long it can really continue in being so damn wonderful, but then I read Krishna’s words over and over again “Surrender to me alone with your whole heart. By my grace you will gain absolute peace, the eternal abode.” “Being one whose mind is offered to me, one whose devotion is to me, one whose worship is to me; do salutations to me. You will reach me alone. I truly promise you. (Because) you are dear to me.”
Ram: Amen.
And worry I do not, I face the daily karma, sometimes a grind, with the words of the scripture as the rudder of my ship. I can take it or leave it. It’s all a zero sum, thank god it’s a dream!! I sometimes feel like I’m the only one for miles who is enjoying such marvelous thoughts and basking in true freedom, and it’s true to some degree but then again there’s just the one principal operating at any moment, so it doesn’t matter that I can’t share a knowing laugh or joke with myself in another body! I still do, and I love my friends.
I love you man.