Ramji,
Greetings and blessings to you all the wise people in the ShiningWorld circle who are on the path that takes us home. I just felt compelled to express my gratitude this morning. I can safely say I am never going back to my old self. My life is changed and that guy is gone. I cannot be the needy insecure person anymore. I cannot be the greedy miser always acting for selfish reasons anymore. I am fully feeling the power and blessing of the spiritual life like no other time before. As I continue to clean up my act, God continues to meet me halfway and reward me with an ever increasing will to live consciously.
The power to choose IS freedom. I wish I could just serve and be around spiritual people all the time now. Maybe that will be possible someday. I am truly happy. There is not a romatic love-size hole in me. There is not validation-size hole in me. There is not money-size hole in me. You showed me that. You showed me that there never was.
The truth is a powerful weapon in the hands of someone who knows how to weild it. But I am also content to stand happily by while people insist on God has his plan for them too. I’m just thankful It’s his plan for me led me to the teaching and freedom in this life. You have made such a massive impact on my life I will never forget it. The only way I can repay you is to carry it forward and love unconditionally as you have demonstrated to me.
With love and gratitude